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duologs2023-05-16 11:28 am
[OPEN] Library Shenanigans + May Catch-All
CHARACTERS: Meryl and YOU!!!
DATE: Mid to Late-May
WARNINGS: Sleep issues & Tristamp spoilers! Will update more if needed.
SUMMARY: Some studying, some rough times, and a bakery run! Feel free to PM if you'd like to thread with her outside of these and I can set something up as well! AU plotting post over here!
DATE: Mid to Late-May
WARNINGS: Sleep issues & Tristamp spoilers! Will update more if needed.
SUMMARY: Some studying, some rough times, and a bakery run! Feel free to PM if you'd like to thread with her outside of these and I can set something up as well! AU plotting post over here!

LIBRARY
vash is here. he's okay. that's a godsend, but her memories of what was happening to him prior still dance in her mind at night, when she's trying to sleep. that, in addition to the loss of roberto, right in front of her eyes (and her fault, no less), has made it significantly difficult to sleep. she's busied herself with investigating what she can of the worlds, getting her bearings straight, and taking up a new goal of investigating and caring for flora as well — out of a genuine love and curiosity, but as well as the idea that this could help out back in no man's land, should they make it back there. ]
I; studying flora.
[ so, first of all, meryl can be found at various times of the day, throughout the month, doing research on flora. in the beginning, it's mostly just looking up how to care for them in general, as she'd like to start growing her own and seeing how they work in person. after she feels she has an understanding of that, she'll move on to more specifics: species and their environments they grow best in, ones that need more or less water than usual, some that need more or less sun, etc. this in particular piques her interest, considering her desert home, and she piles a couple books worth of plants that can grow in arid regions.
she's writing notes as she does this, making little diagrams of things she'll want to be able to visualize easily later. her pocket-sized notebook sits to the side of whatever book she's reading, and her pencil moves without much thought, writing down whatever comes to mind and keeping it generally quite neat, as far as notes go — she has sections for things, flips back and forth between pages to put things in their proper spots. this isn't like interviewing a person. she can take her time and make sure that things are legible for later.
anyone who spots her at these sorts of times will notice a small stack of books, all flora related, around her, as she sits at a table with her little notebook and concentrates. she'll... yawn, every once in a while, but other than that, she's mostly just Studying. ]
II; a little help from dodo.
[ it's no secret that meryl is short. this provides obstacles when it comes to reaching the higher levels of the bookshelves, and this particular instance sees her spotting a book about cacti up high, after having had them mentioned in another book about desert plants. hm.
dodo helps her out, bringing a rolling ladder over to her, and (still not totally used to this place), she scratches at the back of her neck, sheepishly. ] Uh, thanks...
[ she climbs up just fine, reaches the book, and begins climbing back down. what's unfortunate, however, is her lack of sleep, and stepping back down proves to be a difficult endeavor for her, as she slips backward and off the ladder. ]
Ah—!
[ if you're nearby, maybe you can try to catch her. dodo, in the meanwhile, is going to attempt to force a beanbag-like pillowy chair under her to at least cushion the fall, if no help arrives. ]
III; out of energy.
[ meryl has run out of steam, and this likely happens every once in a while when she lets her guard down to the comfort and tiredness she's feeling.
she's smart enough to sit at a table most of the time — less comfortable and easy to fall asleep on — but when she tries to get herself comfortable on a beanbag-like chair, she'll fall asleep more quickly than she'd ever like to admit.
a; so, today, you might find her dozing, her body practically sucked into the pillowy chair due to her smallness, and a few books (some open, some closed) sitting atop her. her hands fallen off the side, her notebook on the ground next to her.
just. zzzzz.
b; but, there might be times when the bad dreams kick in, and so onlookers might notice her brows furrowing, nose scrunching, like something's wrong. if you decide to leave her be and wait long enough, she'll wake up with a sharp inhale through her nose, and a groan. ]
IV; wildcard
[ anything else you'd like to do in the library with her? feel free to hit me up about it! ]
III b
Her face has changed. Is she having a nightmare?
As if on cue, she awakens before he can think to do anything. Roland's hand hovers over her nearest shoulder, close but not terribly so as he softens his voice:]
You're all right, Meryl. It was a dream.
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[ she blinks her eyes a few times, a hand moving to wipe at one despite there being a lack of tears — like she's still feeling whatever happened in that dream is reality, for a second longer.
and then she notices him there next to her, and jumps a little from the shock. ]
R-Roland! [ her voice pitches higher, a clear sign of her awkwardness in the moment. ] Wh-What are you doing here?
[ what do you think, meryl. ]
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. . . In which she was clearly deep. Whatever she experienced there couldn't have been pleasant. His eyes follow her hand as it wipes at hers, and he retracts his own hand when she jumps.]
I was perusing some books here at the library. It appears you were doing the same before you dozed off.
[He holds the notebook out for her to take.]
I believe this is yours.
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Even if her best still means she's struggling to get the hang of this!
She has some "homework" to work on today, and she strides into the library at Dodo with purpose, a textbook or two in her arms... but mostly, a bountiful stack of snacks precariously arranged atop said textbooks. It's important to have snacks while studying to keep your focus, right!? And maybe if she finds someone who's studying properly, their energy will encourage her to do her best, too... Even though she really wants to be outside playing or doing literally anything else...
Ahh, no, Juniper! You have to try your best at school here so your fake parents don't get upset at Uncle Declan!
With renewed purpose she looks about and - that's when she spots Miss Meryl, buried in a stack of books and furiously taking notes. Perfect, that's exactly the vibe that she hopes to emulate. She approaches, but before she can take a seat and settle in, she can't help but notice the botanical illustrations on the books - and in particular one that she recognizes. ]
Oh... That's coneflower!
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H-Huh? [ she looks up at her properly, taking in who she is and... what their last interaction was. (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa) her voice heightens in pitch: ] O-Oh, hey, Juni. [ she's still so embarrassed about before, and she's going to need to apologize while she has her here, but first, her attention turns back to the book at her comment, looking down at the illustration and the text next to it. she hadn't gotten the chance to read that bit yet. ]
Whoa, you're right — it says coneflower right here. You know a lot about flora then?
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Ah, but Juniper is quick to shake her head. ]
Well, I wouldn't say a lot, really... I definitely cannot keep all of the names and meanings and languages and stuff like what everyone's been talking about lately straight in my head, but... When it comes to the easier names and their uses, I do okay!
[ Is this seat taken? No? She's just inviting herself to sit next to Meryl. Or maybe like, another seat away, depending on whether there's table space... ]
One of my moms would send me out to the woods to forage a lot, so I learned that way!
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iii a
So, what books are there to seek today? He rounds the corner to a bookshelf that he’s practically claimed for his own, tomes of poetry—archaic and modern—lined up like little soldiers on the shelving. V already has an idea of which he wants to read, and he plucks it away from its home, then moves to find a place to sit.
Along the way, he finds a blob.
Sorry, no, he finds a young woman swallowed up in a pillowy chair, so much that she might as well just be one with the shapeless blob; though V can differentiate her enveloped form by a wayward limb and a book splayed atop her body.]
Now, why sleep in a bed when you have a library…
[He murmurs, not intending to speak loudly enough to awaken her. But this sure is the second time he’s found someone dozing in here.
Should he wake her? His eyes glide about, from her book to the notebook lying on the floor. Instead, V gives into his snooping curiosity, bending down to pick up the notebook and… flips to a random page to see what she’s been scribbling away at.
Nosy, nosy. What’s in here?]
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there'll be notes on what they need to survive, and in particular notes on flowers that need more or less of such things — cacti needing less water, for example. she has an entire page dedicated to those, actually, as she's since learned that they can survive in the desert. clearly this world's desert differs, as it must get rain, while hers doesn't, but... she finds merit in looking into them.
in addition, there are more than a few diagrams of flowers she's drawn herself (complete with naming their parts and little arrows), both from using ones from books as references, as well as using the flowers she's received. there's even a picture of the flower crown he gave her! the art is by no means good, but it's done with care clearly put into it, as she's doing her best with all of this. eraser marks here and there, softly drawn lines as if she wants to get it Right...
aside from that, if he flips closer to the beginning of the notebook, it'll have basic notes on the worlds here, from when she first arrived, as well as about rain, thanks to roland's generosity in showing it to her.
his presence so close to her is enough to stir her, though, as she groans softly from her blobby chair, moving a hand up to rub at her eyes.
give her a second to actually come to. she hasn't slept well and her body was trying yet again to get her deep into it. ]
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Another page, another. The drawings are relatively impressive in their preciseness, too, even if it lacks artistic flair. He even spots the flower crown he presented her days earlier, which makes him smile, despite himself.
When she stirs, though, V just closes the notebook with a snap!]
Someone’s been hard at work. Maybe a little too hard at work. Dropping all your notes for random strangers to pick up on a whim…
[Hi, wake up!]
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IIIb
He thinks, perhaps, he should spare her that indignity and get her some soothing tea and get her off to bed properly. (While he probably inevitably continues to stay up and read. He’s real big on “do as I say, not as I do.”)
In the brief time it takes him to duck off to the kitchen and come back to the library, a pair of mugs of tea in hand, it seems Meryl has slipped into a nightmare. He’s no stranger to that, either. Setting the tea down on a nearby table, he crouches to lay a gentle hand on her shoulder. ]
Meryl? Come on, wake up now. You’re dreaming.
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[ is that directed at him, or at the dream? who knows. maybe the fact that she's clearly still in something should make it known for whom that sorry was for.
something clicks in her a second later, as her eyes open and declan comes into view, and after a second of dazed peering at him, she jolts the rest of the way awake. ]
D-Declan?! I-I was...? [ calming down in that next moment, shoulders slumping. ] Right, yeah, of course I was...
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III-a
Fukawa stands over her new government-assigned roommate with a pinched expression. Her mouth is less a line and more a rumpled twist tie, her glare emitting from slits so thin only a scalpel could have cut them.
This is the library. A sacred place. Which Meryl is now desecrating with her lack of consciousness and infernal mouth breathing.
Unwilling to put her hands on her and reluctant to break the peace with a ruckus, Fukawa bends to fetch the abandoned pen from Meryl's notebook. Then she presses it into her cheek. Prodding. Jostling that sleepy head.]
W-wake up!
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meryl groans, her head being jostled to the side from the prodding, and practically jolts awake when she's told to wake up, jumping a little and eyes going wide, as some of the books on her chest fall off onto the floor to the sides of the chair. ]
Wh-What? What is it? What happened?!
[ NICE... ]
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cw: suicide mention, mass hysteria/violence, spoilers
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BAKERY
she's peering over everything in the glass case, mostly attracted to the colorful and over-the-top ones out of curiosity alone, and if someone comes up near her, she'll look up at them and ask. ]
Sorry to bother you, but... do you have any recommendations on what to get?
[ she's a little overwhelmed, even with a smaller selection than a bigger store might have.
she's looking to buy for herself, and for vash — as thanks for introducing her to the place. ]
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I've tried a little bit of everything, so I'm happy to give recommendations! What kind of flavors do you like?
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Really? Everything? [ she can't imagine having access to that much food so easily, but she is here now, so —
at her question, she seems mildly stumped. ] Actually... I'm not too sure. It looks like there are a lot more here than what we had back where I'm from.
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[ She says. Point-blank. Head tilted. But-- ]
But I believe if you give me a minute, I can check their most popular items?
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[ what does that even mean. how can you get used to eating. is she from a world even more devoid of life's comforts than no man's land?? meryl is confused for a second, and then she's trying to go along with the next part. ]
Uh, sure, that'd be really helpful.
[ what's she gonna do..... ]
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CLOSED TO ROLAND (and her memories, forever, probably)
she is about to find out that she was wrong.
because as she's rereading the quest information, waiting in the spot where she was told to meet, she's becoming increasingly red in the face. wait, engage in couple activities? fake date? hold on, oh god, oh god. she's too afraid to even look up. maybe if she doesn't look up they'll forget to pair her up with someone.
roland you are going to be approaching a very, very steaming hot (in the embarrassed way, don't get any ideas) meryl when you're pointed toward your partner for all this.
help help help helph ehleppefg ]
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Roland, on the other hand, is entirely aware of what for which he's registered. He approaches today's date as something of a novel experience—not one where he will deceive passersby, but where he will gift his partner the idyll they surely deserve. This holds especially true for his fellow worldwalkers, who in spite of Dodo's hospitality are being held in the worlds against their wishes. If he can put a smile on that person's face, everything will be worth it.
And so he shows up with a small bouquet of white hyacinths, myrtles, and pink roses. Unlike the habit he often dons in the ON world, he arrives at the meeting place in a dress shirt and slacks for a semi-formal, earthy look. His shoes are also very new, because a bird chewed and is probably still chewing on his old pair.
He lights up when he spies a familiar (and quite red) face.]
Is that you, Meryl?
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meryl isn't wearing anything other than a white sweater and some sorts, leggings underneath, and sneakers. she's not holding any flowers. and she's not ready for any of this.
she freezes up upon noticing him, unsure of whether it's a good thing it's someone she knows. on the one hand, familiarity and being able to work through this with them. on the other, she has to see him again after this and what if it's an embarrassing mess? or what if he gets the wrong idea from this?! aaaaaaaaa.
her eyes fly between his outfit, to his flowers, to his face, and back again, as her hands slowly raise to be in front of her — is she waving or hoping to push him back??? ]
H-Hey, Roland! Didn't expect to see you here!
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CLOSED TO VASH sad nighttime shenanigans
but she's been incapable of bringing herself to talk about any of it with the others, new friends or old, due to a multitude of reasons, not least of which just being chalked up to how hard it is in general to talk about (especially when robert's fate was her fault). she's determined and stubborn, trying to do this on her own.
but tonight, it's around 2am when she awakens from a particularly vivid dream of vash's previous predicament, ending in his complete and utter loss to whatever was overtaking him. she startles herself awake, groaning in frustration as she turns to her side and reminds herself that it was a dream and vash is here. he's in this very building, even. so why is her mind being so illogical and ridiculous?
mm. maybe she'll sleep better if she... ]
hey vash? are you awake?
[ whatever he's doing, his phone will light up with this text message, middle of the night be damned. ]
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When his phone goes off, Vash still startles, practically scrambling off the bed to grab it from the nightstand. There's a loud thump as he slides off the edge of the bed, tangled in the sheets, and Vash winces. He really hopes that didn't wake his roommates. He swipes his phone open and squints at the text message. It doesn't really do much to reassure him. ]
Yeah, of course. Is everything okay?
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she lets out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding since she sent the message, sighing to herself and taking a moment before she even responds back.
look. he's totally fine. so cut it out with the nightmares already. ]
oh, yeah, everything's fine. sorry if i worried you.
just wanted to check in, that's all!
[ ... at 2am? meryl. you're too sleepy to think this through. ]
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